Ok, you may have noticed I have been random and sporadic at best on my blog lately. I have not been feeling the post love lately, and have had little desire to get back to it. I have even thought about ending my blog. Take a deep breath, I am not going to do that! Breath in...breath out!
I have decided I want to continue, because I really enjoy this for myself.
The past two years have been chaotic in our house with job changes and health issues and a third child, and the stress has truly fried my brain. How do I know this? Well, do you ever get to a point in your life where your brain won't shut up? Do you find yourself going into a room and not remembering why? Do you forget appointments? Do you kids have to ask you several times for the same thing? Well that has been me for the past year. It was really starting to get me down. I couldn't get motivated or organized, and that is just not like me!
So what is the change you ask? Don't think I am fruity, but I went to a friends house and laid on a mat and did a light therapy session. kooky sounding, I know, but after 15 minutes my brain finally quieted. All the chatter(no, I don't hear voices), no perpetual to do list running in my head. My brain is quiet. I feel like I am living in the moment every day.
On Monday I got more done than I have in months. I don't feel anxious about all the things I need to get done, I just worry about what I am doing right now! It is so freeing! So there is some explanation as to where I have been lately. I do have lots of posts to catch up on and I will be working on that. I may not get something everyday, but I am working on it. Thanks for being patient!